struggles

sometimes I feel as though nothing ever goes my way. Yes I have a wonderful husband, 3 lovely dogs, 2 snuggly cats, and a very supportive family. But I have been pleading with my Heavenly Father for my two most inner wants: a career and a baby. Davin says we are too passive and need to be more aggressive. So we are devoting the next year into our future. I am probably going back to school for an endorsement and we are going to pursue the making of baby more dedicatedly. This is all very much up to me...right now I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. I have few friends, and no one who knows exactly how I feel. God please give me peace...